Do I care about the people on there, or do I simply find it comforting? The stroking of my phone as I scroll, and the big red heart that comes up when I press like? I put it down, gasping for air.
Category: Evee
Reality Revisited: The Human Condition
When I wake up, my heart doesn’t split into a thousand pieces. My head doesn’t pound with questions asking me why us, or how are we here. When I reach for a mug for my coffee, my hands don’t shake when I see Mum’s mug.
Reality Revisited: Hospital Bed
I wondered whether Mummy felt this way too when she was in hospital and whether I did enough to comfort her. I hope she never felt alone when she was with me.
God Only Knows What I’d Be Without You
Today is one of the days where I kneel humbled by my grief. I am not bowled over by it, I am not stressed about it, I am simply shaken by it.
What I Learned From 6 Months of Roller Skating
Before, roller skating meant the art of learning to love myself without having to aim for perfection, and now it is about freedom and healing. When I am skating, I can be whoever I need to be, feeling anything I need to feel.
Third Year
I jumped into the uber, politely asked how my driver was doing, and after exchanging pleasantries, he asked me what year I was in.
“Third year.” I said with a polite smile.
Reality Revisited: Anger
If we consider emotions as tools to deal with life, we need each and every one of them for a purpose. So, do not suppress it.
What We Would Get You For Your Birthday
First of all, I like to think that Katie and I would scrape together our student funds and take you to a spa or an Air BnB.
Reality Revisited: Control Freak
Eventually the things I could control I over-controlled and micro-managed every step of the way.
My Silent Memoriam
Three years ago today, my sister and I were enveloped in a tireless struggle of life and death.