But this is my world. Those were the cards I had been dealt. I have been living without my Mum for 14 months now. I have been doing okay.
I think part of my university experience has been trying to find that for myself. To have a moment of deep pride in my accomplishments.
I hated vulnerability so much, that I tried to give myself everything I could to the point of burnout.
I cannot wait to be Evee in my new life, and for Katie to be Katie in hers. I am ready for it now.
I jumped into the uber, politely asked how my driver was doing, and after exchanging pleasantries, he asked me what year I was in.
“Third year.” I said with a polite smile.
Life is good, and I’m enjoying every second of it!
Whether we mean it or not, productivity is charged with a complex definition; what you produce has to be something we can measure against society’s standards, and it has to be useful.
Motivation feels like a flying bird: in your eye line for a second, and then gone forever more.
We are one third of the way through 2021. Look at how far you have come, and smile. We are so proud of you.
I would say I’m a very resilient person. Katie often says that nothing phases me, and my Mum would often say I take everything in my stride. I often say that as long as I have a good playlist going, I can do anything I need to or want to.
Quarantine lately had been getting the best of me.